Replay.

We ate a full roll of Mentos. Well, I did. You ate two when I asked out of obligation, but I didn’t ask again. Maybe the peppermint got to me, or maybe it was the fact that I always feel like I don’t belong, but I started to cry. You patted my back and said all the right things.

Once I had dried off and wrung myself out, things were back to normal. We watched two episodes of a 44 minute tv show, which was exactly long enough for me to calm down, forget, and remember again. “Maybe you should see a doctor…” The six words no one wants to hear. My face contorted, softened, and then began looking for an escape route. I chuckled and said, “Probably”.  I’ve never gotten past probably.

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Replay.

One thought on “Replay.

  1. katiereablog says:

    I can completely relate to the difficulty of this post. It took me 6 years to seek help. I was so apprehensive to start with but I finally did it and it is the best thing I ever did. You’ve got to be ready to do it though. I hope you feel better soon. I’m following your blog so I can read more.

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